@strantor
I suppose that I may have been looking for input regarding my inability to continue working the long hours that I had set out to.
My main point of this thread was to share exactly where my breaking point was: 70++ average weekly hours worked for 9 months, at which point I put up the white flag and reduced the weekly hours down to 63.
Also, because I have a secure union job, I am able to post personal details including the fact that I have borderline personality disorder. You guys get to read how a person with a personality disorder thinks and acts (e.g. recklessly impulsive), and in return I get to read how you normal (for the most part?) people think and act (e.g. responsibly).
I think my wife has a lot of patience for voluntarily remaining strapped to a runaway train.