Mark , thanking God , I ment to tell you ,,, puritins pride,, a vitamin company sells supplement like probiotic much cheaper usually buy one get one free. My wife and I find its much cheaper then any store. We can get almost everything we need there.
I'm hoping for miracles for Bill and myself , I see the surgeon this week coming up on Thursday morning. I hope he can streamline me right into the hospital quickly. I'm scared to death but so full of hope , in some ways it don't matter if I live , may be even better for the family be done with all of it , pain gets old fast , I've had more then I deserve.
I want my shop more then anything. I was cheated out of my life as a full time machinist and gunsmith . My intention after training was to work my way up in the business have a full size working robbers shop . And a gunsmithing shop , to sell and build , carry ammo and reloading supplies . But the Dr who operated hit my spinal cord doing more then he said he would. I tried suing but the lawyer I was referred to screwed it all up. I sued the professional we paid to testify we got $20, 000 lawyer took $15,000 , he made out better then we did and he did nothing. We should have got over a million. Oh well nothing I can do. It was the oldest case on the docket in the 80s. So you know my story wife two babies and I lived on peanut butter and jelly on week old bread from the bread store for over a year , $200,000 plus in debt to hospitals and drs. And food stamps on welfare , to live ,lost everything . My family let us have my aunt's house with half rented to pay for itself. If this isn't right for here have a moderator kill it . Just saying you can make it I died for awhile and been close four more times in 09 . Man can survive almost everything till he gives up.