I and many others here told you to slow down and think through what's needed, when it has to be functional, and the expected returns. Instead, you spend money left and right, complain about what stuff costs, and ignore our advice. Like I said before, these actions look self-destructive, but that ship has sailed. I'm left wondering how you thought this could turn out different, given that you were told upfront, but okay...... This was wholesale financial hemorrhaging. This project will only make financial sense if I can live another 30 years & spend a LOT of time on this machine... It looks like I will have to work 6 days a week, cash out 2 weeks vacation plus all my sick days for at least the next 2 years to pay off all of our consumer debt... The escrow closed on the sale of the bare lot in Troy, OH. Had that escrow not closed, we would have been hung out to dry.
Eric, I'm sorry I'm over stepping my boundaries, as you are dealing with a tragic loss. Please consider grief counseling. I'm going to print your quote here because you are heading down the same path in a different manor. I will not interfere anymore. I apologize if this is taken the wrong way.
" About 3 years ago, he had perfect health, a great job, a home and a happy young family. From the time he startedusing(you buying), he lost these things one by one until he eventually lost everything. "
Thank you for your understanding