Sorry to hear of your loss, my prayers will be now for strength for you and the family. No one can help more then God and our savior Jesus, we must trust in him for the relief of our grief. According to him we will all meet again , hopefully the time will pass quickly . Life is all about cycles as we all know but don't understand ,were born we grow we love we live we die. Hard to understand , l had a time when I was dying and the one thing I remembered was finally I was at peace with no pain, then floating. But after that I started back and woke up with family and doctors , nurses all around. They couldn't believe I was alive after the damage from massive pulmonary embolisms , thru both lungs. I'm nothing special just lucky at that point in time. We never know what we have to go through in life. We do the best we can , no more no less. Ill be praying for peace