Think that's bad? This summer, I screwed up a Van Norman #12 milling machine, and it still lies under a tarp in my back yard. The overarm support bar (2-3/8" steel) jammed in the ram casting. Like a fool, I pounded on it with a sledge hammer, and mushroomed it out, then twisted it with a pipe wrench, and scarred it up.
Jim B took pity on my stupidity and came over from North Jersey and picked it up, rigged up a pulled and got it out, then dropped it off. It sits under the tarp left alone like anything that I screw up. I have learned over the years that when I mess up, just STOP, before I continue to mess up worse, and walk away. Come spring, I may get back to it.
Best and Happy New year!
Nelson