Brino, thank you for the lengthy and supportive reply. I am inconsistent with things like posting, but I read it a few times.
1) I know there shouldn't be shame and I suppose I said it half joking and half expressing some inner disappointment in myself.
2) I know I need more light, I have always worked in dark dingy corners of my father's pallet shop and have sworn someday I will have a space people describe as "uncomfortably bright" I have sort of remedied that...
3) thank you. I am fortunate enough to live right outside Pittsburgh, decent machines are far more plentiful here then many places in the country.
4) he is and he's growing on me. I had a wonderful shepherd my now wife and I got when we first moved in together and we had to put him down December 30, 2019. It's taken me until the last few months to even sort of get back to normal. I do (did) a lot of woodturbing and went from starting and finishing 2+ bowls a week to turning 3 bowls all of last year. I know a dog shouldn't be that big of a deal, but I still llexpect to see him. This guy is a good dog though, a bit damaged, but a good dog. We're getting there. (Sorry readers, this isn't hobby-sappy ramblings.com)
5) I hope there aren't centipedes that big in Hawaii. If there are they should have centipede season like we have small game season here.